Friday, July 3, 2009

game of love

Being in a relationship like ours,

is like playing a card game at the casino.

you're the dealer and I'm the player.

You never lose.

I never win.

left behind


sometimes I really don't recognize the person I'm with right now.

sometimes I get into thinking

that the person that i use to love is gone.

still,

I'm waiting and hoping for that person to come back.

frozen smile

you keep on asking me...

"are you still happy?"


why?

are you starting to see

my fake

and

cold smile?




Thursday, July 2, 2009

guilty pleasure


I wonder...

what pleasure do you get

when you see me cry.

i really wanna know...

because you seem to be enjoying it so much.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

music of my heart


the songs i like expresses my true emotions.

can't you be more sensitive?

all of these songs are for you!

stolen


you have stolen my opportunity to be something.

now, let me do the same.

time for sweet revenge.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

air that I breathe

I can't breathe.

I need some air!

that's all i need for now...

but please,

don't wait for me to be asking for some space.

Monday, June 29, 2009

big mistake


I regret the moment I chose to be by your side.

now, I'm miserable.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

the prisoner


I'm prisoned by your love.

that's why,

all i do is...

wonder what's happening outside my cell.


Friday, June 26, 2009

perfect couple

real smile.

real laugh.

real happiness.

we look so perfect together.

but that was...

before.


love story


do you still believe that our love story

will make a good book?

'cause i was thinking...

maybe i'm not the right character for your story.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

war of nerves


I don't ever wanna feel pain.

when will this end?


Wednesday, June 24, 2009

time running out


clock ticks...

we're running out of time...

where do we go from here?

are we still on the right path?


Tuesday, June 23, 2009

transparent


when we're with friends...

you always brag about my personality.

cheerful, bubbly and transparent.

you even said that my eyes shows whatever i'm feelin' inside.

how come you don't see that i'm not happy???

now tell me,

who is that cheerful, bubbly and transparent person you are talking about?

Monday, June 22, 2009

healing


but just like what a famous song said...

"your love just keeps on healing me.. no matter how i bruise.."

hold on

we keep on holding on.

is it worth???

who will give up first?

one more strong wind...

we'll see.

the evolution of feelings


that something special that i use to feel for you...

... is now turning into hate.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

annoying monday


Not because you don't see me bleeding, that doesn't mean i am OK.

I'm deeply hurt... but do you care?


starting to explode


I'm really really sick and tired of you.

now let me exhaust all my angers and fears!